As we adjust to two, we ALL adjust to two, including my little Liv. She’s being a trooper, but I feel Terrible! I did not allow myself to think about this fact for the first few days, but I just can’t help it.
Liv, as I can tell you do, I too miss the way it was! I will miss the things we got to do when it was just the two of us; the ease of going out together and doing special things, just the two of us; how much time and attention I could give you when it was just the two of us. I regret any time I wasted not just soaking up all of your sweetness. I love you SO MUCH my amazing little girl, so much more than I can show you right now, so much more than I know you feel right now.
I have no conclusion for this post as I am still in the midst of this sorrow, crying so much over this change in our relationship. I have hope that with some time we’ll figure out how to make this work for all of us. Don’t hold it against your little brother, it’s not his fault. :) Mommy loves you and I’m so thankful for the two years we’ve had to create this bond. God has been good to us, and will forever be. Love you Livie!!